Denver Champs License Plate Sweatshirt
I worked in several shit jobs (the Denver Champs License Plate Sweatshirt so you should to go to store and get this kinds of jobs where they’ll hire anyone) – you know, call centre jobs, crowd control, catering, etc – I felt good doing these jobs because there was no possible chance of people judging my performance and saying hey – you have a degree in this, why are you so shit? They’re entry level jobs after all – so who cares how bad you are? Unfortunately that attitude quite often gets me fired. Who cares how bad you are? Your boss. Your boss cares. For some reason I consistently under-perform in these kinds of jobs. Maybe I’m afraid that if I give it my all it won’t be good enough anyway and that terrifies me. Also, I’m constantly paranoid that the other people are talking about how shit I am behind my back (or to my face sometimes) and because I basically have NO self esteem I believe every word of it and take it to heart, and instead of trying harder I cry and fail harder.
Now I’m looking again for jobs in my field but I’m terrified of being exposed as an impostor despite actually being good at programming and having quite extensive knowledge, experience and qualifications. I spend most of my days writing code and working on personal projects because I’m so terrified that if I actually get a job one of these days the Denver Champs License Plate Sweatshirt so you should to go to store and get this people who hired me will immediately discover how incompetent I am and fire me. I’ve been doing this for many years with stints of casual employment in-between. It’s been a living hell. Nothing I do seems to give me any self esteem what so ever.
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